It would appear that this story is not going to have a happy ending. After another gushy bleed on Sunday night, we decided to call the OB on Monday and were told to come in for assessment. After the ultrasound, where baby appears fine and was still hamming it up in there, they are still not 100% sure what is going on. They think it’s possibly a placental abruption. The OB was very frank and said that it’s very possible that I will miscarry. He said I might be okay, but all there is to do is wait.
So I’m bleeding and waiting. Trying to determine when to go back to hospital. Trying to grasp what’s going on. How can my body fail me now? I’m just so sorry that I couldn’t provide a safe home for our perfect little baby. When I think about what a survivor baby must be to be the only embryo that survived after the horrible IVF, I just can’t believe that this is how it’s life will end. And there’s not damn thing I can do but sit and wait.