When nothing makes sense

I could tell you about our appointment with the MFM specialist on Thursday.

I could tell you about how nobody likes to talk about dead babies — not even the people you expect to be there for you when you need it most.

I could tell you about how when life is kicking you in the teeth, there’s always another kick not too far behind.

I could tell you about how much it fucking sucks to fall off the surfboard when you’ve been riding the “okay wave”.

But all of it seems inconsequential when you learn that a new friend has lost her mom on the 6 month anniversary of losing her sweet baby girl.  There is no explanation as to why life can be so cruel.  There are no words to help someone in so much pain.  There is no making sense of any of this.

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4 responses to “When nothing makes sense

  • Alissa

    I tried to leave a comment for Angela, but I am not sure it went through. The only thing I can imagine that is equal to losing my children would be losing my husband or mom. I am so sorry for your friend and her suffering. This is just so painful.

  • Cristy

    Thanks for letting us know.

    And I’m so sorry that about the MFM appointment. Sounds like it was a hard one. Write when you can and in the meantime I’m sending you love and light

  • psychsarah

    Oh dear. I’m so sorry to hear about your friend and her suffering. It’s so hard to be a sensitive soul in this world-you share in so many people’s pain.

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